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Not ReallyI missed youNot Really by ~screamwhatyouare
As I laid down alone
In a bed not a throne
Watching the phone
I could smell you
On the sheets
Remember a heart beat
Close my eyes and scream
I missed you...
...until you came home.
I missed you,
till you came back to lack
what I thought I could stand.
i missed you,
until you existed
in daylight
in night time
In my time.
WashIf I could wash myselfWash by ~screamwhatyouare
Of myself,
I would.
This terrible face
with lips that lie.
Eyes that hide...
..the fact that your love,
will die.
I wash myself,
of you instead.
AnywhereAnywhere by ~screamwhatyouare
Sometimes I just don't… feel right.
I am overcome with all things nonsense
In the sense that there is any sense to be had.
And it happens just like that
Just like someone strolled up
And punched me in the heart...
Smashed my lungs in.
I am the breath leaving my body,
Ever so slowly
The pressure is rising
I can feel it gathering in my eyes.
Staring at the ceiling
Trying to dry it out.
Turning to the floor
Trying to ignore myself.
Looking at the door
Picturing walking out…
Looking,
Anywhere
Absolutely anywhere,
But in your direction.
How can I feel so incredibly happy,
Yet want to die
All in the same thirty sec
Sta.sh
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